Why is having sex with someone you love just so amazing? She’s just so fucking perfect. I love the way she breathes. It’s not even that I’m in love with her, I just, grrr so conflicted right now because the girl I love doesn’t give a shit about me. I fear she never will. But my friend.. I rub her head and she smiles. I rub my nose to hers and soon we are kissing. But we aren’t in love. We are worlds apart, but she still loves me more than anyone has. She’s helped me through everything. When our tongues touch, I’m instantly high, and the world goes dim. She is my drug, and I love everything about her. I don’t care that we will never be together. That doesn’t matter.